idk like, people have always had those celebrities that are their inspirations that they love and listen to all of their advice and stuff. and yeah i love niall and he’s really one of the biggest reasons i’m still here. but ed is what really keeps me going. every time i see him in an interview or see a gif of him or whatever, i take every single word he says to heart and he just helps me so much i love him. he’s so sweet and sincere and doesn’t let any fame get to his head at all. he was so sweet when i met him and yeah, he’s one of my favorite people in the world